Sunset from office window

<p value="<amp-fit-text layout="fixed-height" min-font-size="6" max-font-size="72" height="80">That evening I stood leaning on this window for nearly forty five minutes. I watched the Sun set, possibly the longest without blinking. Even the Sun knew no one would be on that window for a long time. That evening I stood leaning on this window for nearly forty five minutes. I watched the Sun set, possibly the longest without blinking. Even the Sun knew no one would be on that window for a long time.

It was March 21st 2020. I had no clue that the window I am shutting will not open for another year. Yes, this is one of the office windows overlooking the Delhi ridge. Watching the Sun set has alway been calming. Depending on the season and the month – the colours, the mood, the clouds and the breeze send out varied vibes, mostly pleasant despite the cacophony of  traffic under the building. How much I wish to be back there soon.

Ishtihaar office with its four windows overlooking south and five overlooking west offers amazing views and brings the seasons indoor. In springtime kachnaar and blossoms ooze from every roundabout soon followed by bright golden laburnums, deep red semal and gulmohars. By the time monsoon arrives the green canopy of New Delhi areas is a delight and that earthy smell, the petrichor, intoxicating. That heady fragrance invariably forced me to open at least two windows, the rain lashing against the panes and the aroma of trees broadcasting their presence. The odour would linger for days. In autumn the yellows and the ochres of fallen leaves would tint the skies too, on clear winter mornings one could even see the Qutub Laat. Ah, pangs of separation!

मंगलू

​ये मंगलू है
बंगाली मार्किट का मंगलू
बंगाली मिष्ठान के बाहर दौड़ दौड़ कर
सलीके से गाडियां लगवाता मंगलू
मिंटो रोड की बड़ी लाइन के नीचे
नाले के साथ खड्ड में मंगलू की झुग्गी है

मंगलू जानता है आज दीवाली है
बड़ी दीवाली, छोटी दीवाली कल थी
कल वो दिन भर रोया था
मंगलू की मां गांव में रो रही होगी
मंगलू के बापू को याद कर

मंगलू कुम्हार का बाप मिट्टी के दिए बनाता था
हर दीवाली को, 

इस दीवाली मंगलू बस देख रहा है
दिए, मोमबत्ती, बिजली की लड़ियां
फूलों के हार, पान के पत्ते, बंधनवार
मिठाइयां, केक, पेस्ट्री, फल, मेवे
पटाखे, फुलझडियां, फिरकी, अन्नार, हवाई
लक्ष्मी, गणेश, साईं बाबा, राम सिया

मंगलू जानता है आज पूजा होगी
पेट पूजा, सब जानता है मंगलू
कुछ नया नहीं है ‘तेरह दीवाली देखी हैं’

ये भी जानता है मंगलू इस दीवाली
बख्शीश, कमाई और गुलख की बचत सब घर भेजनी है
गांव भेजनी है, मां को
मां जो अब अकेली है, विधवा है
बापू मर गए ‘इस साल किसी बीमारी से’

मंगलू सब जानता है
मंगलू ये भी जानता है कि उसका नाम
स्कूल के रजिस्टर में चढ़ा है 
पर मंगलू ये नहीं जानता
उसके नाम से आई स्कूल की फीस 
और सरकारी मदद के पैसे से बैंक मैनेजर
आज रात जुआ खेलेगा। 

आज दीवाली है ना!

Kailash: Jewel of the Snows

Finally it is here. Kailash: Jewel of the Snows. My second #Adventure #Travelogue from Nirala Publishers. A book that explores stunning Himalayan valleys from Dharchula to Kalapani and beyond the Lipu La into the Tibetan moonscape around Mt Kailash and Lake Manasarovar. #Trekking #HighAltitude #Himalayas. 268 pages with 68 colour pictures + maps. Available from:

Mount Kailash

If a river had ears

If a river had ears, they would’ve heard
songs of the clouds and the rain
floating in the breeze above oceans

If a river had ears, they would bring me
stories told by gurgling, shrinking glaciers
imploding in warming streams

If a river had ears, the waters would know
all the secrets of dolphins and mahseer
it would play the scores of a whale’s song

If a river had ears, they would be blocked
and, when the waves hit the banks, the river
losing its balance forgets the course 

If a river had ears, those would be pierced
their small holes plugged with white pearls
stolen from an oyster’s shell 

Some rivers have ears
like ones flowing through Kashmir,
with their dainty drooping lobes,  
pierced by bullets. Robbed of their
red-threaded golden dejhors,
the ears echo of unheard miseries.